Don’t Look

Could you drive without seeing
If it could all be hidden
Your sight free from all
An absence of light
A drive lit by a million
Pinpricks of thoughts
On a road of
A thousand meanings
That leads to a place
Words cannot describe
A place your eyes
Can never picture
A place your
Heart knows only of


Wake me like how the morning light
Wakes the earliest of birds
Touch my hair like how the breeze
Caresses the still leaves
Kiss me as softly as the plop
Of morning dew on the earth
Hug me like the warm welcome
Of a fire on a chilly day
Hold my hand like the intertwined roots
Of an ancient tree with a story to tell
Be the first light of my every day
Be the last star of my every night



You’re constantly looking for ways to escape. You were convinced that exploring new spaces will lend itself a new discovery of some sort. The grass always seems greener on the other side. But what happens when it starts to fade? What happens when you realise that the grass will inevitably still be grass?

It fades all the same.

This is where I insert a quote I came across.

“The only true voyage of discovery, would be not to visit strange lands but to possess other eyes, to behold the universe through the eyes of another, of a hundred others, to behold the hundred universes that each of them beholds, that each of them is.” – Marcel Proust


Comfort Me With Your Thoughts

I find that sometimes it’s easiest for me to concentrate when the volume is turned unnecessarily high on my earphones. The louder the type of music, the better. Chaos against chaos. My voice(s) vs. theirs. Feed me your thoughts and I’ll write mine.

More so when I’m writing — whether it’s for work or in my own time. The need to hear another person’s voice telling me their thoughts and ideas, whilst I form my own. Just like a conversation. 

A sad substitution for a meaningful, personal conversation. I crave for the human intellectual connection that reverberates through the air during the quietest parts of the night. Like the quintessential exchange between two people in love — except there needn’t be love or romance. It’s the silent knowledge of how being in the presence of each other’s mind brings comfort.


Swathed in warmth
And familiar softness
The air is still
And faintest of light
But the incessant drilling
The unstopping slew
Of incorrigible consciousness
Takes hold
A syndrome that incapacitates
But does not seek to defeat
I lay covered
Helpless in the familiar warmth
As it claws at my consciousness
It brews fear, so dark that
Even the night eventually shies away
And all that is left
Is my body in the morning


I crave for still nights
Steeped in quiet reassurance
A silent ode to you and me
As we brace ourselves
Against the infinity of the night sky
We are not afraid of this openness
A vast canvas and sporadic thoughts
It’s the little things that come between
The worlds, galaxies and universes
That brings us closer
…closer to life.


I’m here yet I’m not. I’m with you but I’m not. My mind hovers over our bodies. It acknowledges your presence yet it doesn’t of mine. I make sounds but it doesn’t make sense to me. Disparity in thought and word. I’m seeing yet I’m not watching. Blink, blink. It goes away. A wisp of a thought but uttered by who – was it me, or was it you? I don’t know, yet I’m sitting here. My body fitted in this chair, my hands clasped in front of me, my feet planted on the ground but I’m not here.